Sunday, July 15, 1990
During the rhythmic drumming, I enter into a trance state. I go into the ground and pass through solid ground as if my body were that of a ghost. I enter into a cubical room under the ground. Before me sits an elderly Native North American man with gray hair. He changes form into a deer. The deer is my totem, my Spirit Guide. The deer transforms into a beautiful Native American woman. She is the Heart of the Deer, my Deer Spirit Guide. I ask her "What should I do in my life? What is my next step?" She replies, "You know what to do. Follow where your spirit guides you." I pass through the ground again to return to my physical body. I wake up.
Posted by Deerheart at 12:20 AM