March 6, 2003, I Feel Safe with Her.

I dream that I am living in a house with many rooms. Many people are coming and going. A beautiful woman with wavy black or brown hair moves into a guest room. She is unpacking her suitcases. I say hi to her. I introduce myself and welcome her into the house. I feel magnetically attracted to her. I can't take my eyes off of her. I get a hard on. I feel embarrassed and try to leave but cannot. I feel safe with her. I feel her energy welcoming me. I wonder if my hard on is showing through my pants. I am so excited. So alive. We continue to talk. We continue to remain in each other's presence and energy. Even the silence between us is safe and secure and connected. We connect on all energetic levels. I am so sexually excited I am afraid I will ejaculate, but I do not. I remain in a state of high energetic arousal and consciousness. My mind and my heart are clear and warm and bright.