June 23, 2000, The Womb Room

I dream I am in a very large room, curved with a platform around half of it. There are no corners in the room. The room seems to be in the future or a different dimension. There are many people sitting and standing in the room. An attractive slim woman is giving out writing assignments to different people. There is a teenage boy who has been on the Star Trek TV show and has a Star Trek communicator. He is told to write about Star Trek. She walks over to me, lays on the floor beside me, rests her head on my belly, and asks me to write about sexuality.

About 1990, The Heart of the Deer - Shamanic Journey

During the rhythmic drumming, I enter into a trance state. I go into the ground and pass through solid ground as if my body were that of a ghost. I enter into a cubical room under the ground. Before me sits an elderly Native North American man with gray hair. He changes form into a deer. The deer is my totem, my Spirit Guide. The deer transforms into a beautiful Native American woman. She is the Heart of the Deer, my Deer Spirit Guide. I ask her "What should I do in my life? What is my next step?" She replies, "You know what to do. Follow where your spirit guides you." I pass through the ground again to return to my physical body. I wake up.